sighs.i feel so sad now.and im not in the mood to study anymore.damn.like...just because of one slight mistake,everything's changed.like...CAN I CRY and KILL MYSELF NOW??!!i prevented myself from doing every wrong thing for the sake of you.and when i just said something that was a little wrong,i feel so bloody guilty now la.you're down.and its like...tsk.you're online.but you putyourself as "AWAY".like.what the -.if you dont wanna talk to me,because you're mad at me, just tell me!i could damn easily go offline right?!tsk.yes.you said that you loved me.i know.but you dont seem to even show that to me.like...what the -.gosh.im so bloody sad now.when you told me that you're not angry,but down,you made me feel so unworthy.like...i dont see any reason to live this damn bloody hell life anymore.
ignore my use of words now please
damn it.
i wanna die now.
i wanna know what will happen once i die.yeah.i really really REALLY wonder what would happen.bet no one would actually even care to visit my place.haha.GREAT.no one cares.i know.and no one will be able to change the way i think now.yes.i know i suck.why?coz im such a moron who keeps on thinking negatively.whatever you may think.
but im just SO BLOODY DOWN NOW.damn it.


hell